Oh my beloved,
After dreaming night when I woke
it was a strange and worrying thing
to find you standing
at the morning's dawn-eyed window
your face like a flower
the sky has bruised with summer rain.
The last teardrop crossed your lips.
You turned slowly, came into my arms
and sensed my concern,
but your smile and answering kiss
the sound like water
splashing in an oasis well.
It was not suffering, you said,
nor some fear or hurt that made you weep.
The tears that you shed
as you watched me sleeping came from
the joy like thunder
trembling in drought's red river bed.
Love-struck happiness broke your heart
with such sweet pleasure in the breaking
that your very smile,
radiant with soul-fired changes
your light like sunrise
gleaming the dew-diamond desert.
It is a mystery to me
how this joy with tearful heartbreak sits,
but if pleasure set your tears free
then break your heart against the iron of my eyes,
and break it there again,
as often as you like.
I will pick up all the shattered pieces
one by one,
and press them to my lips,
to seal each precious fragment
with adoration's kiss.