The other day I had a thought which feels both intensely right and disturbingly wrong.
It came while pondering the scourging scene from Mel Gibson's The passion of the Christ. Christ's mother and Mary the Magdalene used white cloths to try and collect His precious blood which was spilled and splattered over the stone pavement around the whipping post. In addition to the blood, you could see scraps of flesh which had been ripped from his body by the barbs of the scourge.
As I meditated on this scene, I thought about the spot becoming forever holy through such an outpouring.
Here is the disturbing part:
I desired to eat those torn pieces of His body, and even lick up the blood which the women must have had to leave behind.
I recognize how grotesque this sounds, and yet I still desire it, and think that it is the only right and reverent thing to do.
Sometimes I wonder about my mind...
Post a Comment